Job Nabbit

This is very hard for me to Blog about because we are all creatures of success - so blogging about failure tends to be difficult. I lost my job - better yet I was just plumb fired. I have NEVER been fired in my life........never.............and what made it worse was the reasoning behind me being fired was a lie. And there is nothing I can do about except let it go. It's funny I have more time on my hands now and I have absolutely no idea what to do about with it....maybe I should start my own business - seems like it's the little things that turn into million$. And all those dang trees are in my way and I cant see the freakin forest!!

Then I got mad - why would I be going through this - why now - why me - why did they lie - am I not adequate - maybe I wasnt good enough..........you know all that stinkin thinkin. Who knows why I was fired......only God knows and apparently I need to be tested.......and maybe I need this time to figure out whether or not to even go back to work outside of this house........

My husband says - "Whatever you want to do I will support you 100%" - and I say - can you make up the bed then?? Joking but seriously - Ive already started a new business venture - you know unofficially - It's called being a daily wife - hence the name of this blog - If only wives got paid for being wives and doing housework...we would all be billionaires by now.

I feel stupid......I mean for like the second or fourth time in my life I feel absolutely DUMB....Hello IQ - this is your brain - where are you???