Irritable People Syndrome

I am really irritated right now.  peeved. angry. mad. annoyed....I dont like living in my house anymore.  It is difficult living in "your house" when it doesnt feel like "your house" - it never has.  This sadness and anger just keeps rolling off of me...I dont understand it.  I dont want to leave my house - I picked the tile in my bathroom!  But I feel like we need our own space.  It makes me really sad to think about it. Especially when you have become so comfortable with living with the same person & then that becomes so uncomfortable with all the unspoke words and thoughts.  I dont understand.  How can I leave my house and start all over again........just thinking about this makes me tear up....I will not let this emotion get to me....but I just dont konw what to do.