Bye, Bye Bye

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One more day.  Tomorrow I will be leaving the state of Texas to start anew with my husband and daughter.  Wow.  I am scared a little.  I have never really lived on my own so far away from my family.  Granted I have been here in Texas with my sudd-muffin and daughter for the last year in my grandmothers house but this is different.  We have to rent our own apartment - never done that before.  We have to start a new life in Gulfport - is it possible?? 

Today is my 32nd birthday.  I can't believe God blessed me with another year.  The last 2 years my life has been a valley, a pathway though hell.  Although I don't speak much about the REAL dun, dun, dunnnnn issues I have had, I am a different woman, still changing, morphing, learning.  I pray I am able to find the balance that I seek in this new place.  I pray that 32 will be a turning point.  I pray God will put people in front of me to bless.  He has blessed me so much.  I could be dead.  So thankful. So thankful. So thankful. 

So my prayer for today is that the Lord will create in me a clean heart so that I can serve him, that he would bridle my tongue, help me to pray for my enemies, help me to see the enemy in me, help me to be thankful for the storms that he brings me through, help me to see opportunities where I can be a blessing and help me to not be so shallow at times because I am.

I also pray for my folks that I have come to know in Texas. I thank them for letting me in their lives a little bit and allowing me to be in theirs.  Pray for me.