Yatta! The first change

I did it. I cut my hair off. So what you say? Nothing special about that but it was special to me. For years I have been losing my hair in what doctos would probably call female pattern baldness. I dont think that is what is ailing me though. Anyway - so I shaved it off with my hubs clippers. I almost cried but then I thought about how much stress my hair causes me everyday. How I hate looking in the mirror - putting on those stupid wigs - trying to figure out when if ever I will be able to stop wearing wigs. I hate it. It was causing me too much stress so I cut it off and I decided that I am going to quit wallowing and start walking.

Walking in my faith in God. He said that I am fearfully and wonderfully made - yep - overweight baldheaded me. It also says in the bible that a womans hair is her glory - well Glory Hallelujah - I let go of something that was holding me back for almost 9 years. So now what is the plan? Go to the doc and see what is up with my hair and why it keeps falling out.

I know there are thousands of women out there who suffer from hair loss and I am not telling anyone to do something as drastic as cutting all of your hair off - I just needed to take the first step. What I am saying is that there is help and support out there - you just have to know where to start cutting.