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I often find myself upset at times because people dont read my blogs. No worries. No one reads my diary either. It is funny. Blogging can be like being the new kid at a new school. You are shy, you observe everyone else, then you venture out and actually speak about something and hope you dont sound like an idiot. You know there are people who see and hear what you are saying and deep down you want them to like you, to get you. To respond. It is all very mind boggling that even as adults, adolescent issues still follow us. Yet and still we hold out hope that SOMEONE out there reading our blog will follow us more closely all the while trying to stay true to who we are and not fall into contests and shock blogging - LOL. I was a victim of this and then I said - hold up NaLonni - this is not who you are. Sure, we all want to be idolized even in the bloggesphere but what's it all about?

So, in saying all that, I have decided to be true to me. I write, I doodle, I act and work full time trying to make my granny laugh and my family comfortable. There are TONS of AWESOME TALENTED bloggers out there who do contests and give prizes - they are wonderful (Prior Fat Girl, Fat.Mum.Slim, One Minute Writer, Braja, Omah) and they have thousands of readers and comments - but they are not here - only me. Cheers.

Toodles