Fighting

This depression is no joke.  I want to be in. I want to feel not.  I want to get up and clean my house, play with my son, walk out new dog but I feel trapped in an endless bout of tiredness and do-nothingness.

I don't understand.  And to top it off, my husband took me up on my genius idea that we separate.  I thought we he informed me he wanted to talk it was to tell me that he will go to marriage counseling and try harder.....not that he wanted to try and get himself together......never mentioning what his plans were to work on our marriage.

Not one word about our marriage, just him growing up so he can take care of himself.