Yaw Yaw Yaw, Yaw Yaw

That is what I did most of this week, yaw it up and make excuses.  I'm tired, my fav show is on, dang it I have no more ground turkey......excuses excuses.  I was rummaging through my so called dresser drawer {Walmart special, 3 drawer plastic storage thingy} and I found some.....um......well undies that my husband bought for me.  No they were not sexy girl pants they were Fruit of the Loom, skin tone size 10s!  I remember when he bought those.........{dream sequence music goes here}

I was so upset. 

First I was just mortified at what people actually believe are "skin tone colors" - but I wont go there.
Then, I came back to my senses and looked at my cute little hubby and said, "You think my butt is that big?  My butt aint THAT big!" 

Wouldnt you know it, I was wrong.  My butt was that big and then some.  Those unsexy pants fit and they fit good.  I was mortified but then I shouldn't have been so surprised, I mean I acted like I was surprised and insulted but deep down I knew the truth.  The truth this time did not set me free - not totally anyway but it did give me pause to think.

If I am going to do this life change thing, there are several things that I need to first remember*, second - commit to {ding goes right here} and third - well heck just do it Nike kind of had that sewn up; Shut up & Drive - I can't steal that from PFG, Get Down On It - yeah that's it - GET DOWN ON IT!

Yaw Yaw List Part I - Things Remembered

1. Being able to hug someone without giving them a free boob feel {they do get in the way}
2. My little Jean skirt
3. Looking down and seeing my thighs
4. Being able to breathe
5. My knees were not this stiff!
6. Sexy* legs
7. My first pair of big girl undies with little hearts & little strings.
8. My last pair of REALLY big girl pants.....
9. What it really means to have post baby weight...
10. What the scale used to read - now it just says Err everytime I step on it.

Yaw Yaw List - Part Deux - Commitments

1. Being Real
2. Taking smaller bites {severe acid reflux - this is not pretty}
3. I am committed to saving my butt - it's there & it will be cute!
4. Dropping cup sizes - I want a bra from one of those rinkadink corner stores!
5. Combining all of my blogs into one - I dont have enough words!
6. Finding my Abs - they have hide & seek down pat.
7. Support more of my blogging, fitness life changing sistas/brothas
8. Start taking more pictures of myself
9. Headshots - you know for the acting thing
10. dun dun dun dunnnnn - Keep Trying - I love that song from Doodlebops!