Sunday, November 29, 2009

4 Positives & 1 I dont know

So today has been one heck of a day. Let me run it down for you.....the last couple of weeks have been....hmmm....weird. My eating habits changed, I lost some weight, been sleeping a lot and to top it off - Aunt Flo was playing hide and seek...........well mostly hiding. So I took a home pregnancy test - FOUR of them.

The first was one of those digital Pregnant/Not Pregnant ones and the result was Pregnant......didn't believe it for a second. Then in my haste and anticipation I took the second one like 10 minutes later - the test didn't work.........drats....this was getting frustrating. I had to go back to the store and buy another test. This time I got that one line not preggo, two lines preggo. Ok so the test showed 2 lines, one dark one light........this didn't help me out at all. So I took the second one and same thing.........arrrrggg!!!!! My hubby on the other hand made me go back to the store and buy the Pregnant/Not Pregnant and 3 mins later - I am Pregnant again..........Lord I am so thankful, scared, surprised, scared, terrified, thankful, deeply surprised and oh so scared.

We have tried for the last 2 years to get preggo and I had just made up in my mind and with God that even if he didn't bless my husband and I with a child, I would still be satisfied and content. Now here comes the hard part. Pray for me - I don't have insurance but God is still good, we will fix that. I don't even know where we are going to put the baby - we don't even have any bedroom furniture! But I will still trust in the Lord, I know he will make a way for us and if God willing our new baby.

Toodles!



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