Today has been CRAPPY!! I didn't sleep all that well. Tossed and turned. Flopped around on the bed like a fat salmon. Went to work & that is where everything went downhill. I kept forgetting things - forgetting the name of the person I called, forgetting the reason why I was calling, forgot my phone number - at one point I had to spell my name & actually FORGOT how to spell it. The sudd-muffin thinks I'm depressed. I probably am - here's why:
- I was denied health coverage - AGAIN
- Why? Because of my Height & Weight AND I have Asthma
- Keep thinking about my baby, gone so soon.
- I tried to eat lunch & kept throwing up because of my stupid acid reflux
- I'm fat and now my private area has it's own built in curtain called my belly.
- I burst into tears for NO apparent reason & had freaking anxiety attack! Me ANXIOUS???
I started the Burst Into Summer Weight Loss Challenge hosted by the Sisterhood & promptly decided to eat a large slice of chocolate cake. I am an emotional eater just like my fellow challenger Misty at Going from Fat 2 Phat. I am. The box of girl scouts cookies are taunting me right now but I have to be strong!
On a good note - the Sudd Muffin is actually participating in this challenge! WHAT? Well of course I signed him up, forgot to tell him & he thought the emails he was receiving was spam but when I finally explained - he was excited!!
Also - I am on Team 9 for this challenge along with 4 FABULOUS other ladies. Cheryll C, Heather A, Ashley L and Susan M and we are currently looking for a team name. Show your support by visiting these ladies!
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