The Finish What You Start Series - #21 - Prior Fat Girl initiation begins -

Started January 2009.....

So I am following Jen from Prior Fat Girl and letting it go. My twin sister has got to go - she is sloppy, messy, unhealthy, gluttonous and I have to keep buying her bigger underwear. I am kicking her out and cleaning up my house!
Day 1
I signed up with a free Get Fit/Healthy Me plan from Blue Cross Blue Shield - it is neat! Unfortunately this was AFTER I ate 6 chocolate mini donuts. I got right back on track though with the Roasted Chicken Salad from Quiznos.....Mmm...mmm.....mmm

Burst Into Summer Kickoff

Today has been CRAPPY!!  I didn't sleep all that well.  Tossed and turned.  Flopped around on the bed like a fat salmon.  Went to work & that is where everything went downhill.  I kept forgetting things - forgetting the name of the person I called, forgetting the reason why I was calling, forgot my phone number - at one point I had to spell my name & actually FORGOT how to spell it.  The sudd-muffin thinks I'm depressed.  I probably am - here's why:

Ok - really dont eat so many cupcakes.......

You could get sick and truth be told......you could get fat....like me. Anyway, oh blog of mine - how I have neglected thee.  My hair on the other hand has been alright. I have a fuzzy top and it really irritates me when I have a hat on....it rubs and feels weird........nuff of that. I havent found my box of hats yet.....GRRRRRRR!!!!!!!! As soon as I find them I am going to put them up - AGAIN - where I can find them. I am also going to have another session at Chet Bano de NayLah

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?? I HAVE A FOLLOWER! Ms. Chantelle bless you darling! Lady Chantelle, that angel from Fat.Mum.Slim is my first follower! Her blog is HILLARIOUS. I am so mad though that I am not in Australia right now. How wonderful that would be and I noticed on her site that she follows some wonderful ladies who are fighting the bulge. One such lady that I am mucho jealous of right now is Prior Fat Girl WOW! I asked her to be my role model but I havent gotten an answer yet. I need to lose about 100 pounds. So far I have lost 5lbs but those were stressed induced and will be back with 5 more friends if I decided to inhale some cupcakes.......ok - so I am just going to eat e-cupcakes, you know to combat the fat.

Anyway - blog updated, typing done, signing off until next go round.

The Beginning of the End

So I knew it was over for me when my daughter decided to take it upon herself and record what she saw on an infomercial - she was just trying to help me out - bless her heart. The thing with children that is so special and sweet is their honesty, innocence and unconditional love for their parents. So my baby girl - the doll that she is just wants the best for me - she wants me to best mommy that I can be even though at times I feel like strangling myself..........but she got me to pay attention to something that has been on my mind for the last two weeks..........my butt.......and the immenseness of if. Oh God how I dread this.........you know the whole scale thing and actually looking at myself in the mirror.........most of the time I look something like that below......all confused as to how that staring back at me could possibly classify itself as a twenty-something year old wife and mother.

So what is a mom to do........heed her daughters advice? Or take insult and tell my daughter that she talks too much? Oh wait I didnt tell yall what she gave me.......THE NOTE.



Apparently.........I need to lose weight. OH GOD I SAID IT...........AND I FEEL WRETCH-ED. I mean is there a such thing as reverse anorexia? No offense to anyone - but I dont think Im THAT much overweight........yes I had a child and losing that baby weight is difficult - unless you are one of the Hollywood elite.........and it has been 7 years..........but hey 8 is a number of completion so maybe this is the time for me to finish something I started 7 years ago. So even though I just ate an ice cream sandwich - oh hush - I am going to suck it up and go ahead and bite the chocolate bullet and go on a diet. FINE THEN. Anyone want to join me........................